Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Sunday, September 21, 2008

I have all the time

I have all the time to do nothing. Really this is my recent status, I want to accomplish a dozen of tasks "goals" and I have the time to do. The problem is I don't know with which one I should start or to be mo specific I don't know how to start. Imagine a man setting with a lot of papers and pens writing notes, scheduling and determining the priorities "a perfect plan I guess". After an hour, when it's the time to start a popup knocks "Why we don't make a better plan?" Another preparation session and the result is nothing. In the past I used to do everything on time-not according to the To do list -but I was on time. I'm not organized anymore. I don't have the enthusiasm to do anything.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

My daily pain


Every night when I go to bed, black strange thoughts and ideas attack my brain "a hole opened into my brain". I start thinking and thinking about a lot of things that don't belong to me. I keep assuming situations and problems and start thinking what I'm going to do. I don't know why, and I don't know how to get rid of it. I wish if I have a shutdown button to shutdown my upsetting active brain. My temporary solution is to keep myself busy until I sleep from exhaustion. Please if you have a solution for my problem, don't hesitate and send it to me…..3omda

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

It's boring to feel bored


Really I feel bored of being bored!! !everyday for me equals the past one and tomorrow of course will be like today." Routine" this is the word I hate the most. Why this feeling? May be because of lack of activities I do, or may be because of my way in doing things. Mmm "May be I'm lazy???" I remember when I was younger I used to: go to the Gem everyday, play Play Station, read, study, hang around with my friends and a lot of things. I miss all these things even I miss studying. I don't know what to do "I hat my daily routine", but thanks my God for blogger .I find a chance to break my daily routine and to talk to someone even if it was I. For those who have the same feeling, come and start blogging you will feel better ISA.
3omda

Saturday, September 6, 2008

The evidence of our humanity

"Emotions"
An emotion is a mental and physiological state associated with a wide variety of feelings, thoughts, and behaviors"Q". Every moment in our life some thing moves our emotions, how do you react with it?
What do you do when you are …………….?
1-Angery
2-Sad
3-Happy
Answer:-
For me "Emad"
1-Angery: I do every thing I hat "Crazy I think"
2-Sad: go to a friend.
3-Happy: talk to my mother
>What about you?

3ala2 el-deeeeeeeeen


Imagine that u have someone "or something" to make your dreams come true!!! What r u going to ask? Money, power, health, wife/husband, house, knowledge, love, family or what? To be honest tell this moment I don't know what I would ask. Mmmm I think may be knowledge, because I can reach all of other things if I have the appropriate knowledge. This is for me, what about you?????

Mohamed Hassan

Very good video by "Mohamed Hassan"

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Am I Egyptian?

Sometimes I feel strange. Am I from the earth? No, No, to be more realistic, am I Egyptian? I ask myself this question a lot. May be because my thoughts and opinions are not acceptable by the traditional Egyptians"they think they are silly". My family and my friends make me feel frustrated. They even do not allow me to dream a dream, a dream Bang! Bang!". They always push me to be like them. I don't say they are bad or something, but I want to be myself "I'm done with frustration". I want to go to my goal with their support. You know sometimes I face the criticism from the person I love the most " Shock, Shock" What is the reason of this ? Maybe they are right? Or maybe they don't have a goal, they want to be traditional, live and die in silence. I really feel frightened when I think that I'm gunna to be like them...I don't know what to do!!!

Monday, September 1, 2008

My first post

This is my first post.I don't know what I'm going to write about,but I think just a try is something good.I hope not to be a bad blogger..."Plz my God help me"